Just an ordinary guy... Well, guess it depends on what your standards are on the word "ordinary".
I'm a hopeless romantic, constantly trying to please.
I love romance, cliches, writing poetry, playing the piano, and dancing. Every moment in my life has to be a drama, because if it isn't, then there's a chance that I would be happy for a few seconds. Everyone seems to fill my life with so much crap once I start gaining a few inches of happiness..
I'm the typical semi-emo guy, who loves to do the most stupid and rediculous things when I'm depressed. Not old enough that I'm dead and not young enough that I'm living..
16 years old. In love, and living half alive.
why is it always the good person that ends up living the short life? It just doesn’t seem fair that the bad can always outweigh the good. I’d rather it be me than him…
I feel like I’ve been such a terrible boyfriend, on top of all the crazy things that have happened today. I don’t know if I can do all of this anymore with my family. I just feel like I’ve become so unhappy without her here, and that nothing has been good. Being my parents mule and fetch goat, being ordered around to do stupid and unclear tasks that just end up not working out or happening. And to top it all off, one of the most important people in my life, my friend’s dad who I’ve known since I was a baby, has passed away. And now, spending the whole day running around for my parents and being a part of the funeral, I’ve forgotten to even stop and speak to the most important person in my life. I’m so sorry I’ve been a terrible boyfriend. I’m sorry.
Wish I wasn’t such a disappointment to everyone… Can’t seem to make anyone happy. What’s wrong with me? Should I just disappear?